Emancipation

Freedom. That is what I need. Lately, I have been feeling trapped. The only time I feel liberated is when I am with my baby Andrew.

I feel trapped in my situation. I know that this will not last forever, but having so much responsibility this early in my life is taking its toll. I mean, trying to earn a iving for your family is such a big hassle. I don't despise it. But living so long with this on your shoulders kinda gets to you.

It just makes me want to run away. But doing that can ruin a lot of lives. Which is more responsibility.

I need a break. My friends from work and I are planning to go away somewhere near. Island hopping in the Hundred Islands sounds like great fun.

But when you get back, trouble is still there. Everywhere you go, there's no escaping the fact that most people rely on you for cash.

I can't even afford to buy myself things like a simple pair of socks. I don't blame anyone. I'm thankful that I was given an opportunity to provide for my family.I know that someday, God will provide for me. I just hope that someday is someday soon.

Emancipation, that's all I need.

Out.