New boys! LOL!

Nico and Me




Khan and Me




Jayson and Me




Ryan and Me




Alfren and Me

Nagsimula Sa Barbecue, Paalam Rey

Rey Solis, mas killa sa pangalang "Duke".


Nakilala kita matagal na panahon na...lumaki tayo, nagkamalay, at saka nag tagpo ang landas....ng dahil sa barbecue.

Tuwang tuwa ako nung nakilala kita. Kasi sabi ko, ang gwapo naman nito! Nalaman ko ang buong pagkatao mo, pati ako ay nakilala mo ng buong buo. Di ko malilimutan yung gabing natulog ka sa bahay, natandaan mo ba yun? Takot nga ako kay Lola nun kaya sa labas kita pinatulog... magdamag kitang pinaypayan nun. Magdamag kitang sinamahan.

Oo, nagkasama rin tayo ng matagal. Andami na nating pinagdaanan. Nagkahiwalay, pero bumabalik pa rin. Kasi, mahal natin ang isa't isa. Bilang magkaibigan, at halos magkadugo.

Ma-mi-miss ko yung kakulitan mo. Yung pakiramdam ko pag kasama kita. Alam mo yun. Di ko lang inaamin sayo. Sabi mo sakin nun na ang gaan ng pakiramdam mo pag kasama ako. Ako rin naman ganuon.


Kahit san man ako mapunta, kahit saan kaman madako, mahal pa rin kita Duke. Kinuha ka man ngayon ng panginoon, alam ko namang mabuti kang tao. Napakabuti mo sakin, at higit sa lahat,ikaw lang ang nagmahal sakin ng totoo.


Duke, miss na kita agad. Pero mas ok na ito, at least, di ka na masasaktan pa ulit.

Paalam Duke, sanka man nanduon ngayon, mahal na mahal kita. Wag ka susuko, maski nandyan ka na.

Alam mo naman, nandito lang ako, pag kailangan mo.

Hindi na kita pinuntahan kasi ayaw ko makita ka na ganuon. Mahal na mahal kita.


Panginoon, alam ko po na marami kaming kasalanan na nagawa, ngunit sanay'y ipagkaloob mo sa aking mahal na Rey ang inyong pag-gabay at pag unawa, lalo na po ang inyong kapatawaran. tulungan mo po siya sa kabilangbuhay. Wag niyo po siyang pababayaan. Mahal na mahal ko po siya. At sana po, iparating niyo sa kanya ang aking pagmamahal...Amen.

Fun with Photoshop

Too Damn Lazy

Been cooked up in my room by choice....

just got the DSL hooked up and nothing to do....always holed up in my own world of solitude.

Today I will be meeting up with Allan Alcalde, a guy I met on MySpace (i love that site).

Here's a pic of him:




Details will follow.


Gulong ng Palad...Wheel of Fortune, or Wheel of Life.

Funny how that cliche sneaks up on you. One day you're up, seconds later, you're in the dumps. Bu am lucky enough to withstand thepressure.

My Baby Alfren and my "good" friend Nico

Here's Alfren, my baby boy from Ballet Manila:








Here's another baby boy, his name's Nico..mmm..mmm...good

Radio Romance

Meeting guys is a great boredom buster. I have met quite a few after I broke up with my ex.

Breakin up is hard to do...so the song goes. Yeah, its very hard to go through it. It's tough.

I was on an FX taxi, cruising along the roads of Manila. The driver turned on the radio to this cheezy radio station. It was one of those 'Joe D' Mango' type shows. A caller was asking for some advice about her not being able to forget her boyfriend even if they have broken up 2 years ago.

He advised her to think something bad about the guy to help forget him...

Well, that won't work for me...I can't even think of one single thing that's bad about my ex. He's perfect.....actually he more than that. The fact that he does not seem to know how great he is adds to his charm.

Andrew is a great guy. he just needs to know that himself...

Heartbreaks are a part of life. That's what I actually live for. At least you have experienced something special.

The story of Antony and Cleopatra, Romeo and Juliet, Samson and Delilah...all tragic... but oh, how we love the romance.

For now, romance is all I am after, sans love.