And true to form, I haven't heard from him since LOL.
I am in a good place right now. Well sort of. I am head over heels in love with my boyfriend of 3 months, my mom is leaving for Germany next week, and I am currently working. Well.. sort of in a good place.
Which comes into mind a question that so few of us ask: Why do we get so hung up on negative thoughts when good things are happening.
I think it's because of the fact that usually after a high, there will always be lows. And more usual than not, the lows outweigh the highs. Well to me at least. But don't get me wrong. I am very thankful that I am blessed with amazing things happening to me.
But then you ask, why am I so hung up?
For starters, its the love thing. You fall in love, things go awry, break-ups happen. You get hurt and left dazed and confused. The aftermath is worse. Long sleepless nights, thinking about what could have been or what might have been.
It's totally normal. We are indeed, human after all. But we still stand up, and fall in love all over again. I know, I'm a crazy human being, but at least I am still a romantic, and not a ball full of cynicism.
Then there's my mom. She's migrating to Germany and will stay there for a while. I haven't been away from her in ages. I don't know how to live without her. Right now am in a stupor and still unable to fathom what effects it would have on me. Am starting to feel depressed, hence the need to vent out using my blog.
Last is my job. It's a so-so job. Not really something to brag about, but it pays the bills.
So this is where I am at. 2013... what a year of roller coaster ups and downs. And still, We have a month and a half to go before 2014 comes into view. I really am hoping for sunshine and butterflies and rainbows in the future.
Thanks for reading my blog beautiful stranger.
Blessings to you.
♥Carla♥
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