Drunk here.......now.

I am drunk (at work I might add). Why?

Depression.

I am sooo depressed about my break up with Andrew. Good thing that Robbie is there to support me. He is a very good friend from the US. I love you Robbie. Thanks for all the emotional and moral support, and otherwise. Thanks for everything Robbie.

And Andrew, I always loved you. Every second, every minute. But I guess it was not enough for you....or maybe, it was too much.

I know I can be demanding at times. I am definitely demanding in terms of affection and emotion. I forgot that you are younger, and that the intensity is less when you are at that age.

Although, we both know that it would not last. I only tried to make the best out of it. But loving too much does take its toll to the person receiving the love.

I admit I over-did it. I was selfish. Yes I was. I did not consider his feelings at all. The reason why I said that I felt that I was relieved, is because you are free to be with another person more suitable for you.

I love you, and I always will. You are the only person that I have loved that much.

I love you, goodbye.....