An Unlikely Ally - Stephanie

Stephanie. Finally, I have a source for comfort. Thank you Stephanie, for making me feel great. I felt so alone and abandoned after my break up with Andrew. Now I know why Andrew speaks of her so highly. She is a pillar of strength at such a young age.

I envy her. She seems to have it all together. When I was her age, I was so wild and obnoxious. I did everything that was "in" at that time. Drinking and all that.

Stephy "Sparkles" made me realize that not everything that happened was bad. The only thing I feel bad about right now is not seeing Andrew and not saying goodbye to him when he goes back to the US.

Sadly, it is one irony in life. A joke on me.

Well, when Andrew and I started dating, he told me that one thing that he loathes the most was being neglected. I never gave him that. Never abandoned him. But haha, life plays such cruel games. He abandoned me.

I rebelled against this by going out with a lot of guys, none of whom could match what I had with Andrew.

I miss him. I miss his smile, his kissess, his laught. The way he looks at me when he is happy, or sad. The way he smiles at you when he talks. The way he listens.

I miss his glassess, and cutting his nails. I miss his voice, and the way he walks. I miss the times that we play around and giggle around. I miss his body on my bed.

I miss the funny way he tells stories, and the times when we talk about Spongebob and Patrick. Remember the time we fought because you accidentally slapped me hard? LOL.... I could'nt notice how such a young person be so matured. That time brought out the best in Andrew.

I can never see you again, you know its not my choice. It was yours.

I'll miss you ol' buddy.

And to Stephanie, take care of my little baby boy.