Dawning of a new day.

My brother just left for Macau.


Its the dawn of a new era for us. Me, my brother, and my Mom.


Most of our lives, we were riding at the back seat. Always the unsung heroes.


My brother, hopefully, will be successful in Macau. My mom in the USA. And me?



Well, I'd rather stay here in Manila.




My Mom and Me

wtf...photobucket...grrrr

look at them pics...oh well, it will reset on the 17th of each month.


hai-yah!

Ahem, Ladies and Gentlemen, JC!

Another guy I met on MySpace, and sure enough, he's one intelligent and handsome dude! Delightful!

Sorry ladies, I had him in my room for a good24 hours.

My New Baby Arvin and Me

We met online. He needed someone to take care of him. I obliged. And gave my love...


Love you sweety!!!

My MySpace

Check me out!

Crab Mentality

"Crab mentality" - a metaphor defined as the collective effort of the many with unreasonable thinking or empty instinct to disseminate untruthful rumors or negative innuendos to bring down or cause failure to a target principal idea, society, institution or individuals. Similar to crabs void of instinct trying to cling to others pulling down the rest of the crabs in the chain back to the bottom of the bushel foiling success to escape.


The truth of the matter is, Filipinos love to pull you down. Specially when they see that you're up there. Tsk, tsk.

Sherlock Holmes

One of the greatest stories of all times, I love reading about him and his radical (in those times) ways of discovering clues and hunting down people. Pshaw!


Sherlock Holmes (1854–1957, according to William S. Baring-Gould) is a fictional detective of the late 19th and early 20th centuries, created by British author and physician Sir Arthur Conan Doyle. Holmes is famous for his prowess at using logic and astute observation to solve cases.

Sherlock Holmes describes himself as a "consulting detective", an expert who is brought into cases that have proven too difficult for other investigators; we are told that he is often able to solve a problem without leaving his home. Naturally, this aspect is minimized in the stories themselves, which tend to focus on the more interesting cases which require him to do actual legwork. He specializes in solving unusual cases using his extraordinary powers of observation and logical reasoning, and frequently demonstrates these powers to new clients by making on-the-spot observations about their personalities and recent activities. This rarely fails to impress.

Sir Arthur Conan Doyle credits the inception of Holmes to his teacher at the medical school of Edinburgh University, the gifted surgeon and forensic detective Joseph Bell, forensic science being a new field at the time. However, some years later Bell wrote to Conan Doyle: "you are yourself Sherlock Holmes and well you know it".

The 'Sherlock Holmes' name was derived from a pair of cricketers – however some early notes give his name as Sherrinford Holmes. "Holmes" was named after Oliver Wendell Holmes, whom Conan Doyle admired, and an English cricketer named Sherlock.

Oh my, oh my, oh my!!!!!

This hottie, i love so much!

Fernando Joaquin Gomez........and me!

Liberation

Ah at last!

I can feel freedom. Who knew that realization can be so liberating?!?

The person I thought I loved and adored and worshipped suddenly seemed so trivial.

Someone you thought was perfect suddenly became a joke. What a nerd! LOL!!!!!

Am Over Him

Definitely. I never thought he could be such a freakin animal.

So sad to see someone as nice as him be such a child.

My friend Ramtyn

Ramtyn C. Tarin
#3 Del ********, Rosario *****,
******
(0922) ******
******


OBJECTIVE

To deliver quality and satisfying services

SUMMARY OF QUALIFICATIONS

• Strong background in multilevel marketing


• Works effectively in diverse group of people


• Highly trainable, fast learner


• Adapts well to changes and pressure in work place


• Hard working, committed to excellence


• Computer Literate

EDUCATION

     Colegio San Agustin Biñan                    Currently enrolled
     Bachelor of Science in MasCom

     San Geronimo Emiliani School               Graduate
     
WORK EXPERIENCE

Multi Level Marketing

• Igen Portal (IPIC)

Full time entrepreneur and full time speaker in Pacita complex, Sta. Cruz Laguna, Biñan Laguna and Manila are such as DLSU, CSB and St. Scholastica college. Also attended speaker and leadership training under Ms. Josie Tio and numerous leadership trainings

• Shoppers Unlimited (SUN Global)

Part time entrepreneur and part time speaker for SUN Global’s main office and Pacita branch

Other

• Football Coach for Colegio San Agustin Biñan 2002 – 2004

Won multiple division titles in manila and Laguna

• Vice President for Laguna Football Association (Current)

Done multiple projects for upper Laguna area

LANGUAGES SPOKEN

• English, Tagalog and Persian

PERSONAL DATA

• First child, born in Quezon city, June 23, 1984, 5’7” in height, and weighs 60 Kg.

I'm only dreaming, and i keep dreaming.

One night, I laid in bed.

Thinking of you.

How your breath smells when we slept.

How your touch feels and how your skin feels against mine.

But now I can't.

Only but in my dreams...

An Unlikely Ally - Stephanie

Stephanie. Finally, I have a source for comfort. Thank you Stephanie, for making me feel great. I felt so alone and abandoned after my break up with Andrew. Now I know why Andrew speaks of her so highly. She is a pillar of strength at such a young age.

I envy her. She seems to have it all together. When I was her age, I was so wild and obnoxious. I did everything that was "in" at that time. Drinking and all that.

Stephy "Sparkles" made me realize that not everything that happened was bad. The only thing I feel bad about right now is not seeing Andrew and not saying goodbye to him when he goes back to the US.

Sadly, it is one irony in life. A joke on me.

Well, when Andrew and I started dating, he told me that one thing that he loathes the most was being neglected. I never gave him that. Never abandoned him. But haha, life plays such cruel games. He abandoned me.

I rebelled against this by going out with a lot of guys, none of whom could match what I had with Andrew.

I miss him. I miss his smile, his kissess, his laught. The way he looks at me when he is happy, or sad. The way he smiles at you when he talks. The way he listens.

I miss his glassess, and cutting his nails. I miss his voice, and the way he walks. I miss the times that we play around and giggle around. I miss his body on my bed.

I miss the funny way he tells stories, and the times when we talk about Spongebob and Patrick. Remember the time we fought because you accidentally slapped me hard? LOL.... I could'nt notice how such a young person be so matured. That time brought out the best in Andrew.

I can never see you again, you know its not my choice. It was yours.

I'll miss you ol' buddy.

And to Stephanie, take care of my little baby boy.

Another Edited Pic

he was in my friend's list and i made it better:

compare the difference:

The Kiss

Martial Law

i'm here at work, there was a rally here to commemorate our freedom from martial law, which was in the 70's. my mom said it was a really dark time here in the philippines. no one was allowed to go out after 10pm. every shop store and what not stopped operations at that hour. violators were arrested and detained.

its a good thing we have our freedom now. i can go out as late as i want to (if only my schedule will allow). before, i used to go out a whole lot, every weekend me and my friend Kim go out to bars and party. I guess I already outgrew that.

We'd go out to those really cool places, where the cool kids hang out. Mostly children of politicians, stars, and rich people. Before, being with these people was important to me. Funny how much your priorities change in a matter of 3 years.

A lot of things happen within a blink of an eye. That's why I feel that its important to enjoy each living moment. As of now, I can't enjoy it myself. Being stuck at work and all. I guess what i enjoy right now is the comfort that I bring my family. I worry for them. I am happy when i see them carefree, and only worry about what to eat for lunch or dinner.

I guess when you grow older, everything changes. A lot of people wish they were kids again. I do not. I love to grow old and see how everything around you change. You feel that everyone and everythin change when in fact, its you who are changing. As well as, the change in your perspective in life.

Shikamaru

I found this guy on MySpace. He has this great pic.

Check him out:

http://www.myspace.com/shikamaru22

But the thing about it is, he has a bit of skin flaws. So what I did was erased those flaws. Compare the difference.





This is the updated version:

Monday the 13th

Sniff.... smell the clean air after a day's rainy shower. Clear and clean and nice. That's how I like it. Fresh and clean. Clean of nuisances that destroy your day. Free of ex boyfriends that use you then treat you like nothing after. Free of all the boredom that they bring.

himitsu bako

i changed my blog link. its now http://himitsu-bako.blogspot.com

why the change? himitsu bako means "secret box"

its my little secret

Confusing

Okay, so there’s this guy, his name… let’s call him Surfer Dude. I like him a lot but we kinda decided that we will remain friends although its so easy to fall in love with him.

But right now, I am torn between loving him and I don’t know. He got angry that I published this blog. As you can see if you read my blog, I have documented instances when I meet other guys.

I am definitely confused now. I really like Surfer Dude, but he wants me to be… I don’t actually know what he wants.

Even I don’t know what to do…. Sigh…