Mid-life Crisis? What Mid-life Crisis?

It been a hell of a long time since I last posted on this blog. I dunno, but I'm revisiting past things since life halted. Am sort of in limbo. I'm not growing, and repeating the same things over and over again. I was amazed that this blog had 7,000+ page views... I wonder why since my last post was over 3 years ago. A lot has happened. since. Met a lot of interesting people... most good, some bad. Karma is a bitch.

Took thousands of photos, but why do I feel so incomplete? I have met a lot of men, but none would satiate my hunger for something I can't even explain. Mid-life crisis could it be? Is this what people experience. I'm searching online for similar experiences as I type this blog update. About.com has an explanation:

http://divorcesupport.about.com/od/isdivorcethesolution/f/midlifecrisis.htm

Bottom line is you have to solve it yourself. Tough luck.

Right now, its raining here where I'm at. I always loved the rain even if I'm drenched in it.

I'm rambling again... but it helps. Talking to yourself is a great stress release. Makes you think and ponder about what to do next. I really want to get back into the career mode. It just sucks that I'm not getting what I want in terms of what job I should take.

I'll try to do this more often. Its very therapeutic.

By the way, this is me now.